We all go through it at some time in our life. For some of us, it happens more often than we'd prefer.
At a recent church event, I stood in front of a crowd of women and shared my testimony. My husband and I have been through an awful lot of trials over the past 13 or so years. I knew it was a lot, but it wasn't until I stood there painting a picture of all of that emotion that it hit me just how much suffering we were, for whatever reason, chosen to endure.
In the midst of each trial, I know I struggled. I know I spent a lot of time focusing on our problems and all of the what-ifs rushing through my fear-filled mind.
What I'm bothered by now as I'm looking back, is even though I knew in my heart God would protect us, provide for us, show us His miracles, and give us victory, I still spent far too much time meditating on my fears.
Instead, I should have been looking up at ...